Hello everybody. I have to tell you how much I enjoy sharing books with you all!
We went camping on Friday night with friends and it was SO FUN. Another one of those times that I felt alive again. I just enjoyed life up there and felt so at home in the mountains. I felt like I was being who I was meant to be.
Of course, today is hard again. Sunday’s always seem to be hard for me. Sorry, not much else to talk about today, having a bad day.
My worsened problems with bingeing (sorry, I just like to spell it like that or I think of a binging chime or something – like the sound) caused a problem today and I really upset B and I just feel like a terrible person today. I just want to do better, and PROVE I can do better. I feel like I am bad at keeping promises, to myself and others, and I want to work on that and prove I can do that more than anything in the world.
Do you have a day of the week that is particularly hard for you?
Do you like to go camping?
How are you on following through with things?