Well…I have been up since 3:30 this morning. I can’t sleep and my restless legs is so bad, I have just been wandering around the house trying to get it away. I have been trying this new anti-inflammatory gel on my ankles and that seems to be helping the pain so I can get around the house a lot better.
I am going to church today at 8, then going swimming. I think I am going to try kicking for a lap today…wish me luck! I’m scared! But I am just going to start TRYING things like that and see what happens, I HAVE TO, I don’t know how else to explain it.
I made a To-Do list of other things to do today so time doesn’t just stretch out before me. Basically I can’t wait for my swim because I am SO restless right now.
I am SO close to finishing this essay for my Master’s program. It just needs to be proofread and edited a little more and then I am sending it in. I am DETERMINED to send it in by May 31st, that has been my deadline! Then I will be all set to start the Non-profit Management program in July. I have applied to many different programs over the years and considered many different things, but this was the first time I could just write an essay from my heart without trying to say what they wanted me to say. And it turned out well. I take this as a good sign. I have been agonizingly directionless for so long, since I graduated from college three years ago, yearning to do SOMETHING but not knowing what and I am so excited to have found my passion.
“Follow your heart, but be quiet for a while first. Ask questions, then feel the answer. Learn to trust your heart.” – Anon. —-This is what I felt like I have had to do, learn patience and then the answer will come.
Boring post I know but I will be back later. I am making a German Chocolate Cake tonight for my sister’s birthday tomorrow so there will be pictures of that. 🙂